independent=loneliness??

after reading the words from a blog written by HL,i really hav lots of thing to say..

im really an independent guy..
everything here is gonna b alright
but when time flies,
i can feel im so lonely here...
i try to communicate wit others
but sometimes it seems i cant mix around wit them
different topic to chat
different thing to play
different thing to do
different opinion
different type of ppl
i became to be a dump boy
started to be isolated by others
but im trying to walk into their heart
juz i want others to walk into my heart,oso
so im now doing wat juz my friend said
"pretending" to b good wit them
sometimes it do really bad for me
cz i dont like that kind of feeling
i jz feel that i becomes lonely
BUT
beyond al this
i know that im growing now
growing to b an independent guy
i know i need to face al stuff that i really dont like it
i need to deal wit al sorts of situation that not belong to me before..

speechless
but i know i 'll come back soon
wit my stunning voice
n stand in front of u al..