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很高兴能再一次用华语写下我的心情记事。。
我买了新的laptop
可以后就可随时用电脑了
哈哈
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人终不能能让生命流白
偶尔天晴偶尔雨
天晴时不如多善待别人和自己
雨天时不如多欣赏那漂亮的雨景
慢慢地欣赏阳光的气息
静静地聆听雨天带给内心的祥和
掌握自己
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转眼间一是期中假期了
在UKM已有3个月的时期
想着想着
过去三个月的点点滴滴
从一开始离开家人
到了陌生的大学
远离家人、朋友
从新开始
人有无限的可能
打理自己其实并不容易
并开始觉得当妈妈的辛苦
打理自己以外，还得打理别人
过程中的无助与纳闷
虽然过程穿插快乐与喜悦
渐渐让我觉得我自己的不足
我须把自己调理好
再去应战
偶尔感到无助的时候
想想当初的勇气
让我再次充电
继续前进
新朋友、新方向
不变的是自己
我应该自我反省了。。。

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yes...
finally my mid sem is over
i know im doing not so good
but not too bad
although the mid sem is over
but i know
i cant b relax for any single moment

i decide not to take SOA exam
but looking at people around here
al so 'piah'
make me feel 'lost'
but i dont wan to b part of kiasu society
so i decide to compete wit my self
follow my heart

i ll rest myself for a while
then continue my "inner battle"

thinking of next week ll b the holiday
i start to smile
cz i have a chance
run away from this hectic rat race
n meet my friends
n most importantly
my family members..

teluk intan
i m back!!!

aware

"wash the dishes,in order to clean the dishes"
or
"wash the dishes,in order to wash the dishes"
u mayb puzzled when read this
but i extract it from a book when i visited kinokuniya book store

at the first glance
u may think it nonsense
but it jz try to convey a meaningful value
suppose the second choice is the right thing but we seem to do the first thing
the value is:
when we do something, we need to aware wat we r doing
but not thinking wat to do next

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recently i found tat im getting busy
paper workssssss, assignmentssssss,
n one thing need decision-making..
SOA
my profesional exam
i need to take al this things as challenges
sometimes i do thinking why im so busy but others dont
other stil very relax while im busy, busy, busy
but i allways hold my priciple firmly
god giv me so many challenges tat others dont
mayb my wisdom is reaching to certain level
n i hav enough wisdom to solve al this thing
tats make me different from others

hope i can go thru this...
gambateh to myself..
gambateh to al of u there..