假期后...

今天回到了UKM
一切如常
光阴飞逝
感叹岁月不留人
原以为假期可回来从新追回课业
带回了一大堆书
结果hai。。。

两个星期的假期
对我来说简直就是没有假期
反而倒回来还得适应后天需要开课的心情
我这样讲也许你觉得我悲观

假期回乡遇见以前的朋友
各有各的故事
各有各的心情写照
原来每个人都很不一样
像是代表各大学出征似的
参加什么国际论坛
我好喜欢听多于讲
听听大家怎么样
分享他们的喜悦
分担他们的忧愁
才发现
家家有本难念的经

回到佛教会
好想念、好怀念
却有种熟悉的陌生
不知道为什么
物是人非

三个星期后就是大考了
这三个星期有很多presentations
还得温习功课
预先通知可能会很少会在线上看到我

祝大家：
K书快乐！！！
哈哈。。。。。。

回首

很高兴能再一次用华语写下我的心情记事。。
我买了新的laptop
可以后就可随时用电脑了
哈哈
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人终不能能让生命流白
偶尔天晴偶尔雨
天晴时不如多善待别人和自己
雨天时不如多欣赏那漂亮的雨景
慢慢地欣赏阳光的气息
静静地聆听雨天带给内心的祥和
掌握自己
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转眼间一是期中假期了
在UKM已有3个月的时期
想着想着
过去三个月的点点滴滴
从一开始离开家人
到了陌生的大学
远离家人、朋友
从新开始
人有无限的可能
打理自己其实并不容易
并开始觉得当妈妈的辛苦
打理自己以外，还得打理别人
过程中的无助与纳闷
虽然过程穿插快乐与喜悦
渐渐让我觉得我自己的不足
我须把自己调理好
再去应战
偶尔感到无助的时候
想想当初的勇气
让我再次充电
继续前进
新朋友、新方向
不变的是自己
我应该自我反省了。。。

...

yes...
finally my mid sem is over
i know im doing not so good
but not too bad
although the mid sem is over
but i know
i cant b relax for any single moment

i decide not to take SOA exam
but looking at people around here
al so 'piah'
make me feel 'lost'
but i dont wan to b part of kiasu society
so i decide to compete wit my self
follow my heart

i ll rest myself for a while
then continue my "inner battle"

thinking of next week ll b the holiday
i start to smile
cz i have a chance
run away from this hectic rat race
n meet my friends
n most importantly
my family members..

teluk intan
i m back!!!

aware

"wash the dishes,in order to clean the dishes"
or
"wash the dishes,in order to wash the dishes"
u mayb puzzled when read this
but i extract it from a book when i visited kinokuniya book store

at the first glance
u may think it nonsense
but it jz try to convey a meaningful value
suppose the second choice is the right thing but we seem to do the first thing
the value is:
when we do something, we need to aware wat we r doing
but not thinking wat to do next

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recently i found tat im getting busy
paper workssssss, assignmentssssss,
n one thing need decision-making..
SOA
my profesional exam
i need to take al this things as challenges
sometimes i do thinking why im so busy but others dont
other stil very relax while im busy, busy, busy
but i allways hold my priciple firmly
god giv me so many challenges tat others dont
mayb my wisdom is reaching to certain level
n i hav enough wisdom to solve al this thing
tats make me different from others

hope i can go thru this...
gambateh to myself..
gambateh to al of u there..

im fine

last week
i walked down up n down
mountain n trough
really tasting the word "uncertainty"
"uncertainty" is used to taste but not know it
knowing one thing is just not sufficient
cz when u r bombarded when real situation
im sure sometimes u ll lost

but i know
it ll not last long

learn to practise is as important as practising wat u had learnt

dont worry
i m fine
n
i ll b fine

memorable fac night

i attended my fac night
at prescott hotel in kajang
at first i m not wiling to go
cz RM50!!!
after going there, very enjoy the "night"
i found tat it is better than the time in port dickson
although it is not even half a day
i can feel tat
the bond between me and my coursemate n fac-mate becomes closer

we take photo together
we perform a drama on the stage
we joke
we laugh
we r having fun
its really good

i ll cherish the good moment in my heart
4ever

p/s: i ll upload some photo afterwards :)

last week...

2-3/8
jz came back from the trip
port dickson
not bad
is a good chance to put al the things ang stress away
enjoy the moment there

4/8
today im busy
after the class
i rush to menara KLCC
cz i get the scholarship from tanjong
happy
but tired
d human resourse manager is strict
make my so sked
but i know this is corporate style
perhaps me ll become part of them in the future

feel like sardine in the komuter n LRT
i got d intuition tat i ll sick
running nose...body temperature is rising

5/8
i fall sick
somemore sore throat

6/8
today english class
got group discussion
i found tat i really bad
cz sometimes i got a very good idea or points
but cant convey it well
but konw tat they r(mayb) wrong
i oso dont know how to describe tat feeling
i start to think tat my english of proficiency is not good
i need to polish my english

7/8
i m going back to TI
to settle d scholarship documents
very happy
i thought i ll not back to hometown until mid-sem break
but life is uncertain
way back to TI
its rainy day
my cloth nearly al wet
cant go elsewhere
stay at puduraya 4 more than 2 hours
***
my father comes to the bus stop and fetch me
everything seems the same
jz like b4 im went to ukm
it is fun spending my time wit my family members
as i dun talk so much in ukm

8/8
another busy day
early in the morning
rush here and there
its hard to deal wit d documents
settle everything ady:)
***
its very meaningful day
8/8/08
i watch d olimpic opening ceremony
very good...

9/8
today i ll back to ukm again
i know the fun time ll end soon
n suffering ll begin
mentally-prepared is the only way
to cope wiit al this
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545 arrive at ukm komuter
rush back to my hostel
cz my com night ll start at 6
(if not, i ll stay in TI until sunday)
im game leader
"syok sendiri" lo
everybody so 'cold'
frezzing
com night until 1am
tiring

10/8
wake up early in the morning
havin breakfast wit my coursemate in kajang
back to hostel
continue to sleep
evening go to library
do some revision
cz tomoro got quiz

11/8
quiz over ady
haha
not tough as i predicted
a good beginning
later got choir performance
4 convo..
hope can enjoy there